Welcome back

Oh hai.

So I quit writing in this blog a few years ago when I got pregnant.  At that point my life was all about getting pregnant and when, after 6 months of hormones and stress, I actually did get pregnant it was big enough news to warrant its own blog.  Since then I have written 243 posts about our new life with Gideon (see "Giddy's World" above).  The older Giddy has gotten the more I have gotten back to having a life that is all about the child, the husbandit and ME!  MEMEMEMEMEME!  Okay maybe not all about me but as other moms can agree, me can often get flipped around into thEM and taking a little time for oneself is important to one's sanity.  Lately there have been things happening in my world from politics to family dynamics that I have had lots of feelings about and my hope is that by returning to my personal blog I can start being reflective about my life, both the good and the bad, and wrap my head around this new existence.  I also hope this will become a new forum for sharing cat memes.

So there you have it, this is going to be all about ME!

Holy Cow, I am pregnant! check it out http://spudbugblog.blogspot.com/

Sorry it's been a while since my last update. I had blogger linked to "Buzz" in my gmail and then avoided posting anything to my blog for fear it would post to my buzz stream. Needless to say I have "unlinked" blogger and buzz.
Had a great Valentine's Day, Mac really went out of his way to make me feel loved and special. He made heart-shaped pancakes for breakfast in bed, made me an amazing Dr. Who themed card, went and saw Valentine's Day with me and was an all around amazing person.
I have a ton of schoolwork to do. I have a module due on Sunday and an assignment due tomorrow and I would like ot get them both done early if possible. On that note I am off to work!

Yesterday was consumed by a headache that wanted me dead so today I have a lot of school to do. Bye bye computer, hello books!

Curse this dreary weather! I want to go jogging... also I want to eat brownies so I HAVE to go jogging.

I made really good brownies for the super bowl with caramel, milk chocolate chips and pecans in the middle and marshmallows on top.... mmmm.....

The sun needs to come out!

In other news, I think the Estrogen I am taking is making me a little nauseous. Except for when it comes to brownies.

Tomorrow I get to go to the dentist and have my permanent crown put on. I also have a psychiatrist appt scheduled but realized during dinner that I probably should reschedule as I look like an idiot when half of my mouth is novacained.

Happy Football Day!!!

I love football, LOVE football.
Even though out TV is still laying ion the guestbed with a blanket over it I am still excited because we are going to the Q's house to watch the game, .. and talk about which beach house we want to rent this summer... AND WATCH THE GAME!!!!!
I will be bringing brownies, emily i supplying pizza rolls and pineapple, its going to be a good day.
Go Colts!!!
Also my period stopped two days ago. It would appear that anytime I freak out about something my body does and tell someone I am worried my body immediately stops just to make me look bad. sigh

Welcome to emotion town where most of the residence are ANGRY, and a few are sad.

Went out in the rain and got a red bull, and some yogurt and then realized i really wanted some cherub tomatoes but they were 3.99 for a tiny container at Kroger so I decided to go to Costco. Got to Costco, found a spot, walked through the deepest puddle ever, got inside, realized i'd left the coupons in the car, went back through the puddle, got the coupons, waded through again, got inside. Picked up tomatoes, basil (2.99 for a giant container of fresh) zip lock bags (woot! I keep forgetting those) and aluminum foil (10pts for remembering it.). Nice old lady tried to give me a soaking wet cart caus emy arms were full of things. I declined (thats where the bitchy mood comes in) and she got stuck with it. I fail to see how this is my fault. Anyway
waded back through the puddle to my car and realized mac ate all the beans for my bean soup that i want for lunch, figured i would just drive down to market street. Turns out market street isn't very close to Costco afterall. Waded through additional puddles, got the beans and egg whites (10 more points for remembering) sloshed back to my car (my pants were so wet at this point it no longer mattered). drove home past two grocery stores (sigh) and now i am here. without pants on.
boo I am going to have to put the dogs out in this and then they will come in with wet paws that are perfect for picking up white powder and spreading it even further into the house. I will just pretend I dont see it.